Assalamualaikum!
Its been so long im not writing here..
The only place dat I can tell everythng..
No friends.No Family.
Without I need to think wether it might be hurt someone..
Human seems always do smthing wrong..
So am I..
I made big.stupid mistake ever in my life
But..even I regret it..
I'm Thankful dat allah send her to me..
Even people think bad about me
Even they are keep on gossiping
I Dont Care.
Even now I might be lost my family
I never regret dat I have her
Im still looking for their forgiveness..
Even all other people pandang serong to me
I Dont Care.
The other people get married..
The other people take picture on their ceremony..
The other people live on harmony..
The other people have their family by their side..
The other people 'save the date' for themself..
Its lying if I said I never wish to have it all..
But I realize..
Im the one dat choose this way..
I dont have it..but..
I Dont Care.
Because of her..
I know how a mother felt..
I know how a mother suffer if their love get sick..
I know how a mother want the best for their love one..
And now I realize,
' Everyone can mess with me,but dont u ever dare touch my love one'
Its definitely true.
So..
All of you can say anything about me,
All of you can keep on blaming me,
All of you can think watever across to your mind,
Even she still cant call me mummy,
I Dont Care people!
Thanks for reading.
Take care guys!
